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they broke the girl

they broke the pretty little sweet girl, but know they know what's comin' for them. cutting, burnmarks are not rare to this girl, but badly enough. that's are the things that makes her fell alive. ''do the things that makes u feel alive'' but for me, the things that makes me feel alive, are the things that could kill me.

22 March 2015, 06:20 PM
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lov eme like you do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=725WlG1idPc this tells the hole story.

13 January 2015, 11:28 PM
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we got hurt.

I broke up, and i hate it. but i knew it was, the time. i wanted u to show me more that u loved me. u didn't show me. u didn't see me in 5 weeks! how can i leave that alone? it was like... when i wasen't with u... or at u. then we wern't together. i don't want that kind of relationship. u never keept ur promises... i watched u cried..u watched me. we fell so deeply...

22 December 2014, 01:36 PM
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it's on!

sorry i haven't been posteing lately, and that im saying it aallll the time, but i just started on gymnasium/ a new school like collage. and i hvae something to do everyday, im so tired when i get home, an homework everyday. it make me sick. but now we have a little vacation, and im still have so much to do -.- . i just got back from my boyfriend who i will see again in a few days. but now i wanna see some friends. but who? i don't have any mony, still -.-.

13 October 2014, 02:14 PM
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we do?

So i haven't been posting things here in a lot of time, sorry for that, but i haven't got time bcuz, i just startet at school and is all very stressing so that's why.. There hasn't been any drama around me lately. i kinda miss it, is that wierd? i wanna know how your guys weekend has been!

20 August 2014, 11:52 AM
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Why is it always me?

im so mad/sad that i can't even write why... let me tell you little of my self. Im not myself, not like i feel im not a woman, i wanna be a man, no no. im not me, myappearances. im not like this i dress like! But my mom won't let me be me! she so over protective. i hate it! it eats me out! it's like im looked down in her ''arms'' like im 10. it just make me sick. i wanna live mmy life, i wanna run away, im really overthinkin this run away, i just wanna go, until i come no were, but i can...

05 August 2014, 09:18 PM
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That's a start...

so i got mad at my boyfriend today, so we got into a fight, but i just left him now, he's at he's sister and i don't want to talk/write with him now. we're gonna be okay really soon but im still a little upset from that thing from last night...

02 August 2014, 04:04 PM
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Fine..

So my boyfriend didn't answer yesterday, at that party. i was so angry/ sad because i didn't knew what she could do?! he sleept on the cauch, and im like why don't you come home to your girlfriend and sleep? tired. he wrote me to day and were allll sweet. what happend? and now he dosen't answer and he is online. i feel stupid.

02 August 2014, 12:54 PM
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Do you know?

so my boyfriend got invitet to a party at one of the girl from a boarding school we both, did go on. i wasen't invitet and some of my friend were... but i wasent?! that's because she fucking has a crush on my boyfriend! so she didn't invite me... she has talk behind my back (litterally) she did it so i could hear it. she got a boyfriend from our school and she just got him for sex. she didn't invite me bcus then she can get him for herself... i feel kinda sad, he is sleeping there it's ...

02 August 2014, 01:50 AM
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Finally!

So in about 5-6 days ill will have my hair done, by my BF sister! im so excited! and am going to a party 1-2 days after i have done my hair som im so ready to kick the girls asses. (a few girl i don't like, they bulied) i have men shopping a little today, bought a new purse, and hair color.

01 August 2014, 07:13 PM
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why?

when did all this girly shit start? we all need a thigh gap?! what the fuck boys?! I do not have thigh gap? do you guys. help me. when did this start.

01 August 2014, 01:29 PM
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Do you?

You wanna know me? well here's the truth. I don't have it. there's ONE thing i know in my life, and that is to be who i am ( when i ever find out who i really am) I wanna get a job, i love more then anything! i wanna get my own place, i wanne sleep around with hot guys, and have a flirt here and then. The truth is... i have a BF, and i care for him, a lot, but is it mean to fantasizing about other guys/ men, and my future with other guys? im i just a terrible GF?

01 August 2014, 01:50 AM
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me.(?)

How can you even decribe yourself when you even don't know who you even is? I go from day to day, to try figuring me out?! where should i begin? have you ever tryed so hard that, you burst in to tears because you simply dosen't know you you are anymore?

01 August 2014, 01:42 AM
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