I woke up missing you a lot today. I mean i miss you everyday, some more than others but this morning was pretty bad. There's times when i feel like missing you that bad is some sort of punishment for something i did. If i knew what it was i was doing wrong i would never do it again if it meant not having to miss you ever again. I wish it was that easy tho. I say this every time and i'll continue saying it till something changes it. I miss our friendship. I miss my bestfriend.

14 April 2014, 06:10 AM
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You ever had an argument with someone and there's something that you were wanting them to say to make it all better but even you , yourself didn't know what it was ? Thats exactly how i felt. Yes i was mad, and maybe even a bit hurt and my words seemed harsh, but it was only because i was tired of continuously having to explain myself. But I don't take what i said back cause it was all true, and you needed to hear it from someone, and I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings so why not just get e...

26 March 2014, 05:36 AM
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I love myself more

He text me again today and I replied. I didn't want to, but I figured I could at least explain why I was acting the way I was. It went a lot better than I thought considering all we do is argue. I said something about us being a sad excuse of a friendship and he replied " I want to make this sad excuse of a friendship work Gloria." That obviously got to me a little and cause me to lighten up a bit, but its 3 am so obviously I've had a lot of time to think about about things. This may seem har...

17 March 2014, 06:51 AM
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Thursdays are the worst.

Thursdays were my favorite days with you. I always knew that no matter what was going on we would both drop everything and watch scandal together over the phone. Today was different though, and so have the [ast few weeks. I watch it alone, and try to get myself to not think about whether you're thinking of me the way i think of you every Thursday night. You always say i remind you of Olivia, and its funny cause you remind me of Fitz, not just because you two share a name but also because of t...

14 March 2014, 05:55 AM
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Tuesday night all i did was think about him and wish that he would call or text me. My wish was granted at around 1:30 am on Wednesday, but for some reason it really wasn't what i wanted. That text didn't really seem to do anything. Yeah, i'm glad he text me, but at the same time, I have always said that actions speak louder than words so saying that you think about me is hard to believe when you never have time to send even one text a day. &* The part where he said he's been busy is what kil...

14 March 2014, 05:17 AM
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Doing fine.

A lot has happened since I last wrote. most days were okay. Some were much harder than others, but i got through them just fine. In that time though I decided that I would stop talking to him. I deleted our conversations, and just for a good laugh I changed his name to "The Past". He text me once but i didn't text back, and refuse to do so until whenever I feel the need to talk to him. All in all though, i have been and i am still doing just fine without him.

11 March 2014, 03:53 AM
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Sleepless

It's 1:50 am, and I'm wide awake. There's a tornado watch and the thunder is slightly terrifying. The lightning on the other hand is breath taking and beautiful. Today was a decent day, I went to school, took a test and came back home and slept till I had to go back for my night class. I also talked to my friend Leroy about some things that have been bothering me. Him just being there to listen really helped me. Ever since Oscar left for the Marines, i haven't really been talking to anyone ab...

21 February 2014, 06:59 AM
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Someone Like Me

I'm a risk taker when it comes to most things, but I am not one who risks friendships because of relationships. I eventually did risk 2 of my friendships though. The first was with the guy I wrote about in my last entry. The 2nd was with my other friend who was his ex and also one of my close friends. When all of this was happening, it was one of the most confusing times of my life. I had watched her treat him badly, and even though at the time I would always deny having feelings for him wit...

20 February 2014, 06:53 PM
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"Him"

My cliche opening statement..So there's this guy. He's quite possibly one of the most amazing guys I've ever met, has the kindest heart, and is very caring. I met him at youth camp one summer and we've been best friends ever since. He lives 2 hours away which isn't bad at all, but its still a distance. I could never put into words how much i love and care for this boy. I think we're the 2 most compatible people I've ever met. The only problem is , this past year we took our friendship to the ...

20 February 2014, 05:41 AM
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Me.

Before I start writing, I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Gloria. I like to think that I'm a pretty easy going person that gets along with almost anybody. I'm a complete goofball, but i'm a heavy thinker at the same time. I am a hopeless romantic, but i'm extremely realistic at the same time. My friends say I think too much, and i completely agree. That's why I decided to start this diary. It probably won't even be interesting but oh well. Here we go.

20 February 2014, 04:33 AM
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I think about everything a lot, and it drives me crazy. So since I spend most of my time online, I guess an online diary would be a good way to express my thoughts.

19 February 2014, 09:18 PM
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