My greatest struggle is being in control of my thoughts and emotions, since they result to actions. I hid the knives and scissors in the dish cabinet while washing dishes because of the thoughts of suicide. Suicidal thoughts have been my struggle ever since elementary, especially when I thought I could trust my own family. But I know better, and yes, I can trust my own family. Mostly, it seems like they don't trust me, but that's my own perception and their own actions. i'm not responsible...
When you've been through a lot; even the most hurtful situations do not affect you as much anymore. but you still feel the need to let it out. And you'll know an experienced person when they let their emotions out positively with love and gentleness. :( :)
I'm going to delete your opinion
before it even reaches my brain.
ERECTIONS DESIGN CO.
An architectural company. ...naah, doesn't good.
I realized just how long we can stay with somebody and see the person over and over again - we don't know when. There will come a time wherein he or she will just vanish out of your life or your presence, or rather, physically or emotionally. We may not know just how long we would stay together in each other's presence. So I will make the most of it. I will leave a legacy to each and everyone who comes into my life, and those lives that I have entered to. There may come a point wherein they'l...
A sophomore once ate with me and I can't bear to notice that she was undergoing something even though her actions didn't change. I asked her some questions like if she was alright, and suddenly she started opening up in tears about her problems and sufferings. I told myself just to listen and not to give any advice because she isn't asking one. "Just listen", I told myself. Sometimes I would laugh just because her face looked crazy when she cried, then she would laugh as well.. then cry agai...
Daming chicks sa skul. Ako: "Uy pare, dumadami na ang chicks sa skul 'no? Di tulad dati, bihira." Siya: "Oo nga. Puro mga freshie." Ako: "Ah, siguro dahil sa trends ngayon. Fashion at etcetera.. Dumami na nga chicks sa CEA ngayon oh." Siya: "Pati sa COA. Pero puro freshmen." Ako: "Eh bakit ganun? Pag nagiging higher year, di na sila Chicks? Paran sa amin lang ah. Yung mga klasmeyts kong chicks nung first year kami, ngayun ay parang di na naliligo pagpumapasok sa skul dahil sa rush rush r...
So courageous to debate in text but not in person. Good thing it doesn't have to be an argument when you can sense that people already get what you're trying to say. Save the hurtful words for a better time, or not at all.
This is what happened to me yesterday. SCENE 1: Volunteer: "Sir, mahaba na po ung pila ng CHTM, sila nalang po naiwan sa Gym. Ipapacut-off po muna ung pila papasok dun or mag-woworking break po kau? Lunch break na po sa ibang departments." Sir: "Edi paantayin sila hanggang umabot ng Burnham. Hehe" Volunteer: (binasag ang sir) Anu po? Sir: "Alis ka na nga. Sige, paantayin niyo lang sila muna dun." SCENE 2: Volunteer: "Excuse me po, ma'am. May Volunteer po kau dito sa doorway para papasuki...
The Secret River
We went to 'wash our clothes' and found a bridge. We hiked downwards and found a secret river and bathed there. It rained and we got lost and hiked our way up from the mountain of goats. Nobody died.
Practice and devotion. It's becoming more enjoyable and encouraging in a group! Teach and learn more!
I tried anything (not everything) from Emo, Country, Gangster, Sain, Chickflick, Gamer, Scholar, Dropout, Hipster, Nerd , Geek, Freak, Average, Player, Lame, Hype, Punk, Metal, Jazz, Blues, Pop, RnB, KPop, Jerk, Reggae, Goth, you name it, etc..Except Kalbo. All naturally without choosing to do so, and can't find out in which I fit in. . All throughout, just being who you are matters. And if all these fit in who you are. Let's just make a new genre. The Bab. lol
I slept early because I had a headache. After can't-sleeping for more than 3 hours, rolling back and forth, having mixed dreams. Jemimah Ollet called and I heard her talk about <3 on my right ear. >_< Well, atleast now I'm inspired to wake up and go down to eat banana.
I wake up almost in the same routine. It needs to be changed. It can't just happen until I don't see my father anymore. Or shall we get raptured together?
RESPECT THE WATER CREATURES
Dad: ..And on the 5th day, God created the water creatures. Son: Ooh. So that means we should respect the creatures because they came before us. :3 They're like our elders. Dad: Yes, they're your manong.
LIST - THE MOST PRIVATE NETWORK
Emails are hosted by a provider. Social Media is also hosted by a company. Text messaging is hosted by a network, however, it may be possible that they don't save or look into your calls and messages. Conversations can lead to unwanted rumours. Secrets can be spilled to other people's ears and create gossip. Sometimes, it's safer to open private things to strangers since they can't spill it to people you know unless you're mutual friends. Even talking to yourself inside your head can on...
I think I'm going to make a HOT AIR BALLOON!
RANT - Don't like doing things?
Feel like not doing things? You're supposed to be doing things. Yes, right, you have your own life, own rules, own mindset and own decisions; but the world isn't going to adjust your schedule. Before you were even born, there were hundreds of generations and wisdom before you who developed the things that make up your world. CREATE! INNOVATE! Else you'll just succumb to what people tell you to do even without meeting them. Filter what you hear and see. Don't follow your brain and heart...
Native American Indians who are able to track and hunt weren't able to do so when they joined the US Military due to the cutting of their hair, research says. I'm gonna grow my hair medium length!
1. Make a man made beach