Life isn't black and white.
After 19 long years, I have a boyfriend! Like a legit, human being who likes me. He makes me feel beautiful, smart, and especially, happy. We've known each other since February of this year cause we were working together. Him being no farther than 5 feet; only a counter between us we started talking there and after work. I would say that its going good so far. We've hit a few bumps but we're almost 2 months officially in. He's amazing. He's cute. He's adorable. He's understanding. I'm really ...
So far I'm loving my "long hair". I've seen it this long in forever and its probably my biggest feat for my femininity. My self esteem is gaining some points!
Back home from the Philippines. Getting back into the groove of working. Planning out my future career and other paths. God is opening many doors and options for me it's crazy. He is faithful and a good good father. I love him and I'm so thankful that I am his and he is mine.
Taking a semester off since we're going to go to the Philippines. We're basically going to be there for a month! So yeah. Right now I have a part time job!! I like the people I work with and its an easy enough job! Last week I worked 14 hrs! Better than no hours! And I'm trying not to stress myself about not going to school cause honestly, it makes me feel guilty for taking a semester off. I feel like I shouldn't be taking any breaks if I'm pursuing to become a therapist or a psychiatrist. S...
Can I just walk around the earth and eat good food? I just don't want to be in a place where I'm not learning or falling into depression again. Okay? Thanks.
Tomorrow I have two finals and that's it! Third semester down! Time flys so fast! Not sure what I'm going to do but maybe I'll give ROTC a try. We'll see. But today me and the seestar went to Starbucks and I tried the something praline latte! So good!
Today I was pretty productive, other than watching Parks and Recs., I planned out my volunteering stuff for this month! So this month I plan to help out children make photo frames, donate my blood (again...I really want that gallon pin!), and feed the homeless with the help of #HastagLunchBag. I highly encourage volunteering cause studies show that volunteering increase health and happiness! Which is awesome because these clouds and thoughts ain't bringing me any. Haha but really, get out the...
Sometimes days just suck and that's when awesome people really come through and make it better. Thanks to my brothers from another mothers and sister from another mister I was able to turn today into a good one. I'm glad I have bad days because they make me really appreciate the people in my life even though there isn't much of em'. One things for sure, I won't be taking them for granted anytime soon. Hashtag unblood love.
I'm such a cheeky girl. I adore this season and I want it to stay forever! Less than nine, Fall. Less than nine.
Tu eres mi otro yo.
The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice renders me into a puddle of tears. I will consider this as a 'Love Sighting' because people sincerely feel this way about each other. I can't believe love exists because its so heart-wrenchingly good and pure. I can't my eyes off of you. I can't take my eyes off of you.
should make you view the world in a different light. Damien Rice has opened my eyes. I'm currently listening through his album, O and it's amazing. Some of his songs just make me want to break down and cry. I love how I can hear the cry of his heart. The brokenness sewed into the layers of pain is so tangible. So good. Just so good.
I looked like I had boobs. I mean, I did start the itty bitty titty committee but that day I didn't have to attend!
Even though it is meant to be read by children, I enjoyed it! I didn't force myself to engage in it or question my ability the grasp any concepts. It was exciting, adventurous, and face paced! I probably enjoyed it too much but yeah I'm happy to say that I, a college student, read this juvenile book. So, I recommend it to all children or those who want to keep their innocence in reach.
It felt amazing today! Got to wear my go to sweather and my awesome new hat. Tomboy status. Feeling happy.
Pretty cool! Got to see some Georgia O'Keefe, Picasso, and my new favorite artist, Phillip C. Curtis. They also had this trippy abstract exhibit which was pretty awesome! Overall a cool museum!